Updated: Dec 16, 2019
Stepping all in to your
Gifts & Medicine & Power
Do you feel it?
Wow, 😳 I’ve been noticing the conversations on my Instagram feed this week and it’s interesting how many of the Healers I follow, are discussing a topic that has been brewing inside of me, this week.
When joining the conversation within the various communities I connect with online, I realized that this is a powerful subject, many were excited to join in. There was so much expansion in the sharing of truth, trusting a community with these sacred conversations was a powerful medicine of support.
So blessed to receive messages from people I’ve never connected to, reaching out to say hello; and how happy they where to read of my experiences. The impact story can have on another, is powerful and sometimes I forget just how expansive it is, to share these parts of our journey.
Within reading and sharing my own experiences within this topic I realized the places where I was not fully speaking, sharing and offering all aspects of the medicine I offer with the world. This action felt ‘stuck’ as if I was “holding myself back”.
So I dove right in, and continue to unfold the layers of what this has brought up for me.
We are all in it together.
I thought I would be transparent, vulnerable, & share my journey into what comes up for me when I dive deeply into other spaces that I am holding myself back.
I could feel something within beginning to surface last week. Ya know those moments when your intuition has been speaking to you, but you have not quite received the full memo?
Then I saw it.
It was as if she was only speaking to me.
Even though when this healer wrote this insta post, it was to her community. The conversation came through her strongly.
I could feel her passion.
And nudge for me to pay attention. .....it was a call to Healers to step into their medicine fully; feel into where your holding back. To release the fear/ trying to fit into mainstream ways of communicating or expressing your gifts.
I went deep into self with week.
With some radically honest conversations.
And it may seem to some I am out there. That the things I share seems like I’m fully expressing all of my medicine & conversations that inspire the journey deeper into self.
Yet the truth is I noticed a space within me that still fears the judgement, of what others will think.
I noticed how I try to control how my gifts are expressed and medicine is received.
That a healing session should look a certain way.
And the interesting thing is for years now I’ve been secretly offering a piece of my medicine to the ones I’ve worked with closely; and who I feel safe in sharing this medicine.
So I asked myself;
‘why I’ve never offered my sound healing sessions to the community and only to existing clients?’
........ because the truth is; these sessions have been some of the most potent experiences with heartfelt feedback from others who have experienced these frequencies.
And even though there is that part of me that is afraid of “looking weird’ when speaking or offering this healing session, there is also the intuition, that is screaming “yes! Let’s dive deeply into these frequencies” …...and now it’s hitting me right in the face, like a brick wall. I am not doing anyone service by holding myself back.
By listening to the voice that is afraid I am giving it power.
I noticed how I show up for my medicine now and the ways I can align my actions to my intentions.
It’s time for us to go to the spaces that bring us joy, it’s time for our bones to integrate the fullest expression of your Souls Medicine.
Whatever this looks like for you.
Where are the spaces that your holding back?
What are the whys? And are they really true?
Feel into your fire, dance, speak, play in the medicine you have come here to share with the world.
Spend time in your practices, go inwards.
One breath at a time.
Just when you think
you’ve reached the
bottom of your well,
it cracks wide open for you
to experience the infinite ♾
If you find yourself in the space of expansion, and stuck in some of the thoughts of fear or ego:
the “......but what if…...or will they…..”
reach out. I’d love to support you in stepping into your power.
Click here to connect, lets chat!!!!
I’d love to witness as you step into the medicine of transformation & higher perspectives. When working with me you will strengthen your roots, confidence and connection to your gifts. You will also be fully supported in how you show up and hold space for yourself which in turn will serve all of your clients deeply; alongside a deep inner soulful journey into self.